I think we all want to, just that our definitions of perfect are all different.

Maybe after I got into K-pop, it got worse.

Just look at the k-idols. They are all so good-looking and talented. Some of them have really good character and are smart too. 

The more I look at them, the more I look down upon myself.

Really.

What have I actually accomplished?

Did the Pottermore quiz yesterday and they asked which one do I dislike being called the most and I chose selfish.

I honestly dislike it when people call me selfish. It makes me feel like I am insensitive and only care about myself. But then.. maybe I should have chosen ordinary.

Ordinary. Average. So-so. 

I don't like it. It makes me feel...not special.

So blended in with everyone that my existence can be forgotten. 

I'm not unique. I'm not perfect. 

Maybe I should start to accept myself. 

I think we all want to, just that our definitions of perfect are all different.

Maybe after I got into K-pop, it got worse.

Just look at the k-idols. They are all so good-looking and talented. Some of them have really good character and are smart too. 

The more I look at them, the more I look down upon myself.

Really.

What have I actually accomplished?

Did the Pottermore quiz yesterday and they asked which one do I dislike being called the most and I chose selfish.

I honestly dislike it when people call me selfish. It makes me feel like I am insensitive and only care about myself. But then.. maybe I should have chosen ordinary.

Ordinary. Average. So-so. 

I don't like it. It makes me feel...not special.

So blended in with everyone that my existence can be forgotten. 

I'm not unique. I'm not perfect. 

Maybe I should start to accept myself.